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2001-03-23| 07:02 p.m.
rants & violations
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
well i got my proposal done & presented it - there were only some minor problems i have to fix with my method...that & come up with a new test for self-esteem...guess who'll be spending the weekend in the PCL.

& so i was supposed to have an easy stress-free week & not have anything to worry about. i was supposed to go to wal-mart even.

But no, michael decides he has appendicitis. so i spent close to 8 hours in the ER watching hospital bureaucracy at it's best...(interpreted as absolute worst) & then after all that - it's only some swollen lymph glands, how disappointing. if i'm gonna spend 8 hours in the ER someone better be dying or bleeding or something, but no all he had to do was drink some barium for a cat scan. how fun is that. he got off waaaay to easy.

so then we went to their apt where we smoked some pot & i fell asleep almost instantly & woke 2 hours later to them yelling "Shanna go home".right. feel the love.

erin seems to think i'm sexually frustrated. riiiight. i like her one-sided story of events. :-P erin's reasons why i'm frustrated: 1) i hugged her 2) i made tongue waggly things at her 3) i tried to hump her(?) k so right for the first one - sorry for being nice - i'll be sure to switch back to bitch mode. 2 - hmm we won't go into how *you* started it & the only tongue-waggly things i did were my demonstrations about how i wouldn't make a good lesbian because i *can't* do the tongue thing. & finally - it's an ongoing joke with mir & i - i just thought i'd share. only a few know of how miriam humped a guy's leg for some key lime pie. heh heh

i *was* thinking of throwing the dead flowers away but now i think i'll leave them up there a while longer. so nyah >:P I love me.

so i was reading erin's diary (Aeryn42- see below) today obliviosly & i decided to read the rachelle girl's weblog to find out what the hell is going on. anyway i don't really care either way but i was just wondering if she'll think erin is still visiting her page because we do live in the same room & you'd think it'd show up as coming from the same place. & another thing why on earth would you want something saying where people were at for a weblog?? i mean please. is it really that important to know *who* is visiting? i'd be happy just to know people were visiting. i like page counters & guestbooks but i feel violated by the variety of counter thing that this rachelle girl uses.

well enough for now

~ciao babies~ ;)

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