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04/12/2003| 3:49 am be my light in the gloom lying in bed at night in the dark, my heart aches at the impermanence of life. why can't we have certainty about some things? like the afterlife. i think if everyone knew that there were no afterlife that suicide would be very popular. but we don't. what keeps you guessing only makes you work harder. stronger. better. faster. god, will you notice me? i don't want to live my life in vain. i pray for life after death. but mostly so that i can enjoy life before death. and in this silence. my heart aches. |