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::Previously::
02/28/2007 - lj
12/07/2005 - moved.
07/20/2003 - legally gay 2
04/12/2003 - be my light in the gloom
04/07/2003 - the best entry i have ever written in my entire life

::Diaries::
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::Inner Demons::
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niku_neko.lj





visitors
2001-04-20| 2:13 p.m.
D*land sucks
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
yesterday i had the coolest entry ever, but because diaryland is an evil ho, it is lost forever. damn servers. grrrr.

yesterday a couple people had weird smells, one person smelled like pasta & another like brewing black tea.

remember the boy that pissed me off? the one i wrote the angry entry about? well i enevitably talked to him again(& forgave him...sigh) & yesterday we were chatting & he asked me if i loved him. wtf!? not only did this perplex me but it also caught me off guard. how does one respond to this? no i don't love you? i mean i would feel awful saying that. i mean cuz i really do like him but i don't *love* him. so i said i didn't know. & then tortuously returned the question. heh. in different news he told me he's moving to buda, it's a little town south of austin.

i was supposed to meet with my ta at 930 this morning but i overslept. i hope she isn't completely pissed with me. *fingers crossed* i emailed her an apology.

anyway i'm still pissed at d*land & don't feel like writing right now.

~ciao~

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