i got a new pair shoes!! oh they're soooo cute & they're lilac & velcro & look like 80s tennis shoes! oh how i rock. my mum bought me a book today - alice in wonderland & through the looking glass by lewis carroll. i'm stoked to read them

got a new phone too :D the end. heh

have you ever talked to a non-smoker(pot) about smoking pot? do you notice how they avoid the subject or are entirely too entrigued by it. there's no gray area. you hate pot - you love pot. i *used* to be straight edge. yeah no doubt. ME ... straight edge. only i didn't know i was - i thought i was a goody two shoes. hell i was even vegetarian for a bit. but all good (& some bad) things must come to an end. & i pretty much jumped onto the college binge drinking bandwagon. i can prolly still drink most of you under the table...heh i'm Irish. ;) but after what i'll call the "rum incident" i don't drink - well i haven't - i'm ready to start anew but haven't quite had the oppurtunity i'm looking for. i'm still trying to convince dixon he needs to buy me some crown. but anyhoo - i moved to pot because of a lack of hangover & a lack of desire when high to try to pretty much kill myself in my friend's kitchen on his birthday. well i wasn't really trying to kill myself - just cut. anyhoo. pot is better. yay pot. i don't really consider pot an illegal substance anymore. i like to think of it as judicially challenged. hee hee. new topic.

still stuck on wonka movie. must rent it. have late fees EVERYWHERE cept blockbuster. choice: pay late fees(no matter how exorbitant) or sell soul by renting at too high a fee & insane late fees & short rental time? i think i'll use my hollywood video freebie - oh yeah.

well time for bed so nighty-night faithful readers (erin)

~S~

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