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2001-05-16| 1:16 p.m.
do you ever feel the need to go to church?
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
i went to the doctor this morning. bleh. i knew it was a bad sign when i had to do the deep breath thing...usually they stop after listening to my back. not this time. he listened to one spot twice i thought i was gonna pass out from breathing like that. but it didn't stop there - after he got done on my back then he listened to my lungs from the front. twice in both spots. niiiice. i kept waiting for him to say that i have bronchitis. but i don't. or at least he didn't tell me i did. what i do have is some sort of respiratory infection as far as i can tell. he gave me antibiotics & cough syrup. yum yum. i love the flavor of cough syrup. i think it's cuz i was always sick when i was a little kid & was always on something. & they don't like to give little kids pills. they give you the banana stuff that you have to keep in the fridge.

sigh. but the fun didn't stop there. i'm already not feeling great & he starts going on about how my blood pressure is a little elevated. no shit. doctors make me nervous. at least i have enough sense to actually go to the doctor when i'm sick. so i have to start "exercising" - apparently the mile+ i walked almost everyday around campus wasn't enough. nor were the wait shifts where i didn't stop moving & constantly had a (at least) 20lb tray in my hand. stupid doctor. grr. but he only cost 10$ & unlike the ut health center - i can actually get an appointment. & the nurse doesn't tell me when i have a cough that sounds like death warmed over & general feeling of shite that i just have a virus & need to rest & drink plenty of fluids. FUCK YOU NURSE ADVICE LINE.

i was actually going to write a real entry & not just bitch about my doctor & being sick & everything. oh well.

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