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::Celebrity::
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::Previously::
02/28/2007 - lj
12/07/2005 - moved.
07/20/2003 - legally gay 2
04/12/2003 - be my light in the gloom
04/07/2003 - the best entry i have ever written in my entire life

::Diaries::
abhorsen
Aeryn42
annericefan
arkham13
greschya
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scathing words [john's blog]
larrielou
perceptions
rachelle-
solstice36
thatkiss
unclaimed
wandering41
whale-girl
dirty shirt designs
host
marilyn monroe ::?::
Seeing: days til i will be alone on my 21st birthday: 53
Hearing: days til i will be very alone in vegas: 54
Saying:
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::Inner Demons::
winsomekitty
misskitty.scathing
new orleans pictures
dirtyshirt dezines
ask-alice
fat.girlie
niku_neko.lj





visitors
05/19/2002| 1:21 am
same ol' same ol'
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
i am tired and sad and lonely. i am fitting this design very well right now.

i am always the girl standing by the tree in the dark with no one.

the one who falls in love with the kusanagis of the world.

i am sure i will be over it in a day or two or three, but for now i am not over it.

i am alone.

before & after