speaking of smart. i try to read too much at one time. i would do a lot better if all the stories in the world were short stories cuz it'd take a lot less time to read them. and staying away from non-fic would help also. what am i saying- i have stacks of bradbury books which are nothing but short stories and i can't even go through one of those without wandering over to another book. i swear to god i am actively reading at least 4 books right now. more if you count the ones i've forgotten about but started reading them.

it's 2 am and i don't know why i'm writing this because i should be sleeping and i'm becoming more intrigued by someone everyday and it's starting to interfere with my sleeping because all i do is lay in bed and think and i can't stop thinking and if i'm thinking i can't be sleeping and it's this vicious cycle and i'm going to sleep right now.

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