one of miriam's crickets for her frog escaped & made his way into my room where he crawled on me & hopped around until i smooshed him. now he doesn't hop anymore cuz he's dead.

people have stupid opinions. everyone.

mir's cat hates me because i don't put up with his assholeness.

i made a carrot sculpture.

i had a dream last night. in my dream i had 3 evenly spaced bleeding cuts on both forearms on the inside. i think it greatly reflects how i've been feeling. i had a lot of plans for when i moved back up here & none of them seem to be working out. i'm just so tired of routine. i was planning on going home this weekend but i'm not sure i want to. i want to go somewhere. i just don't know where. i want to sit somewhere & enjoy the surroundings. no interruptions no bull shit no homework nothing just me & nothing to worry about.

i had a headache all week...now i have a backache. pain pain go away & don't bother coming please either.

okay i have way too much to do to be sitting here. i still have to finish my chinese homework & pay my bills. ugh. so i think i'll pop in pet shop of horrors vol 2 (the anime) & do that.

on a side note. i miss talking to you. school & moving has put such a strain on my online time during the day. plus my roommates are internet hogs. anyway. maybe i'll talk to you soon.

nikolai feels overwhelmed.

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