i heart chris. he rocks. he's sending me anime. now i have to think of something cool to send him.

i decided to start a separate diary so that i can write in it without worrying that people i know read it. it's liberating really. it still lets me be an exhibitionist but i can be as honest as i am in my real life pen and paper journal.

i register for classes and next week and prolly gonna get screwed. i'm s'posed to register at 12 on the 4th day of registration. riiight. i'm so not gonna get my classes. i plan on taking first year chinese second semester, evolutionary psychology, crimonology adn either deviance(a sociology class - sociology is my minor because there's no criminology minor and all those type classes are in sociology) or the rise of christianity - i think that'd be interesting but i need the sociology class to like graduate and stuff and the religion class will prolly be offered in the fall (my last semester!!) i'm so nervous. it seemed like yesterday(i know i know, so cliche) that i was a freshman in high school and then suddenly i was a high school graduate and a college freshman and now i'm 29 hours away from being a college graduate. the first on my mom's side of the family. did i mention i was nervous? not really about graduating but mostly because of my personal commitment to join the peace corp sometime around august of 2003. i may wait until january so that i'm not leaving right before christmas. so january of 2004. what will i be doing in between december 2002 and then? working...saving money so that i can live in europe for a little while after i get out of the peace corp. maybe live in spain for a couple months. so i can be near the mediterranean and visit italy and greece and also i'll be near france. i'm excited yet totally frightened.

i'm gonna be really pissed if we get into a full fledged war and i can't join.

anyway i have class early tomorrow and a test and a quiz neither of which i have studied for.so ciao.

nikolai loves you.

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