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11/16/2001| 11:52 pm
why children are daemons part 1
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
i haven't had like any google hits lately. i'm worried. well here this should attract at least one.

sexy chicken penis hot donkey boobies love porn incest dogs cats walla walla pictures lots of pictures FAINTING GOATS freud was a coke head. i hate psychology. where to find a good psychologist? where to find your ass? weird freakish humans with multiple nipples. shudder. banana cocnut jamboree odd magick toys buy online anime harry potter sucks horse peepee why do i want to see the movie? and the single most popular thing i get googled for: WU TANG CLAN

sigh. well that *should* be sufficient. today i saw one of those stickers that says "get in, sit down, hang on and shut up" on a *MINIVAN* i mean hullo what do you think you have-a sports car or something? no you have a piece of shit that transports daemon spawn.

speaking of which i think i may break down and start babysitting again for money. ::shudder:: i think that's why i have this inherent hatred of other people's children. once when i was babysitting, the parent's had an add or adhd kid ...trust me... but with no diagnosis and so he was a fucking pain in the damn ass and he tried to runaway from home while i was there. yeah. long story short i never babysat for them again. then there's my cousin, who i love like the little sister i never had most of the time, but she has this tendency to be an angelic child when other adults are around but when it's just the two of us - her true daemon spawn form shows. i wanted to inflict pain upon her this summer. ugh. she's so disrespectful to me. even suzanne noticed. and suzanne doesn't notice anything.

i've recently discovered this new trait i have. it's the ability to manipulate my parents into giving me money and other stuff. i've never had it quite to this extent before. i mean my mom has bought me groceries *3* times. and she's bought almost EVERYTHING i've needed for the apartment. and my dad stopped on his way back to houston from hunting to give me 100$ it was for medicine but still i only needed like 30$ max. but it helped because i could buy food and gatorade since my doctor inforced his crackpot diet. i've been defying his nonsense lately too. i ate cheese and meat 2 days in a row! yeah!

oh and chris: i didn't bugger off to spite you ^_^ we went to anime club and i was rushed to leave. so i didn't bother changing my away message.

well la de da it's time for bed almost. zaijian!

nikolai...children...ugh.

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