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07/30/2002| 4:41 pm
an entry where i bitch about being bitched about
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
it takes a strong person to deal with a roommmate who's a whiney bitch 24/7 and is fucking bitch to you *everytime* you try to be nice to her.

who's the bad person when you ask someone how they are and they tell you to fuck off and go away and to *whine* leaver her alone! when you were just concerned because they were making distressed noises? "what's up muffin?" does not to need to be responded to with "go to hell"

who's the bad person when yes you know you woke them up at 1 am and yes you banged back because banging on walls is juvenile and snotty, and you offer them breakfast to be nice and they blubber at you "that's nice i have to take a shower" and when the cinnamon rolls you cooked for everyone in the house are done and you walk down the hall to tell them that we cooked breakfast but you're cut off with "go away" and when you finish your sentence anyway and they tell you to fuck off?

will i also be a bad person if i tell you to get over yourself and get on some fucking paxil or hell valium. you are *extremely* high strung and being on birth control and has turned you into a nightmarish version of kyle's mom. we tried to point it out politely on the way home from the movie theatre when you had not 5 minutes before almost been in tears because your brother left without saying anything.

and you're right, i have no respect for you when you are too much of a chicken shit to tell me you have a problem with me to my face and instead call me a "fucking asshole" and that i have no "common human decency", which is total bullshit, in your online journal. what i do with my time is of no consequence to you. talking shit about me will not make me love you, and we all know how you whine for everyone to love you. you knew how we lived before you ever moved in, and yet - you act surprised.

but it's okay - you'll come home and change and not talk to us and whine and cry at us if you do and go to your brothers and come home and expect us to love you for just being the shit talking whiney bitch you are.

if this hurts you - good. now you know how it feels when people talk about you. and for the love of god will stop trying everything in your power to create drama in your life?

it takes a strong mature person.... to have not said something to you about your behaviour this morning. of course now that i've read your livejournal (07-30-02 6:32 am and 6:40 am) i regret not making the confrontation.

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