i love chris. he's so awesome. i got the anime he sent me on friday. *dances* i guess i should actually start working on his diary design again instead of just telling him i am. sorry but i haven't touched it since last week. sigh.

it's just like when i talk to my mom and she keeps pestering me about something i tell her i've already done it or i make up more colourful stories - like say about my job hunting. yeah it's great that my family doesn't know where this is and they're inept at technology. or my mum would find out i've only applied for one job and that's because the application was online. yes i am by far the laziest person ever. too lazy to get a job. i'm a special kind of lazy.

mir and i went to the hottub here at the complex tonight. yeah only it was cold. and it was about 70 deg F or so. i'm such a pansy texan i know but damn that's cold. i mean brr. water + cold = ice cubes. after we'd sat there for about half an hour mir said something along the lines of "we need to go before i start pissing ice cubes" i laughed soo hard. that and i had taken a hit off the bong but her bong makes me cough. i don't know what it is. she either has mega harsh pot or there's mold in it somewhere (it's a homemade bong) i say that because i'm horribly allergic to mold. i even have allergic reactions to antibiotics - to cephlasporins. i think it's that key word spore hidden in the name that's the reason it makes my body so unhappy. anyhoo moving along.

i think my favourite oasis song is the girl in the dirty shirt. maybe i'll put the lyrics up here tomorrow.

i have a test on monday so i may actually get my act together and study.

alrighty time to sleep.

nikolai is loved.

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