>>Friday<<
the only thing i didn't really mention about friday night was the drunken/high ness of me forced me to tell stories of the cat's assholeness while shouting. also there was a guy there who was dared for a dollar to ride a bike around the complex naked. and he did it. he was quite intoxicated (read: drunk off his ass) and it was prolly 40-50 degrees F outside. once again houston pot rocks.

>>saturday<<
saturday was cool. erin and i went to lane bryant. i realized i have freckles. i bought erin boobs for her birthday (read: a push up bra). i bought a new cookbook. i bought 2 new shirts and 2 new bras. they have underwires. i don't know why i thought they would be comfortable. they aren't. i am going to try and take the other one back. i didn't know anyone at erin's party and felt out of place. everyone but laura frightened me. they looked way country. i was scared. one girl had a bald spot and no matter how mean this sounds she was odd looking and sort of annoying. i avoided eye contact with her. i contributed to the delinquency of a minor. we went to ihop. i had coffee. i went to sleep. erin yells alot. erin can't function with background noise of any kind. if she is doing anything and you are talking - she will yell at you. i think this really has nothing to do with her but the fact that she lets chad affect her mood and feelings and then takes it out on others. chad is an ass. a big hairy monkey ass. he likes to cheat on people. he reminds of miriam. saturday i realized the reason i despise "m". because she lies. and her lies hurt people.

>>Sunday<<
sunday i woke up 2 hours later than i wanted to but that's just me being lazy.i went home and ate yummy mommy food. so much better than lazy college kid food. we went to sam's i got new veggietales and a blues 4 cd thing. and bread. and kettle corn. best shit EVER. sugary popcorn goodness. then we went to visit my niece. she's tiny and cute and wrinkly. her other granma man handled her a lot and hogged her. i felt sorry for her. she looks like my brother ALOT. i said this aloud several times. above said manhandler apparently gave me weird evilness looks when i said this. she does have my sister in law's legs. tiny calves HUGE drumstick thighs. HUGE. so yeah niece is cyute. went home had more yummy mommy food. drove home. saw *two* huge spread out BLOOD stains on the highway. i'm assuming at least two dear lost their lives this weekend. i saw the intact ribcage of one still in the middle of the highway. HUGE bloodstains. HUGE. i don't really like my sister in law's mother. got home to apartment. UGH. it looked like a tornado threw up in the kitchen/living room/dining room. a tornado named mir and michael. cat immediately showed assholeness. then i discovered someone i asked not to read my new diary is still reading it and now know more about my personal life than anyone else i know and i want to throw up. so i guess that was short lived. i'm not going to write in it anymore if someone people can't respect my wishes. and i guess now i'll just be depressed and fester again. oh well. time to go cut.

nikolai is sad.

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