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09/06/2001| 5:02 pm texas=hot, hell=hot, texas=hell setting: a bar connected to the kitchen. a cluttered bar top. a laptop. a bar stool. a bottle of smirnoff ice. cast: me in a march of dimes polo shirt my aunt gave me (it's laundry day) jeans & socks. a cat. he's fuzzy ... & nutless time: 5:01 in the afternoon... evening? story: sweltering heat. wrong clothes to wear. 8 block walk to convenience store to buy smokes. across street...momoko. stangely unsatisfying. guzzle bubble tea in 2 blocks. thirst reaches all time high. dying. sweating. long bus ride. so hot. no mail... no money. fuck the post office. dying of heat stroke ...so slowly. door unlocked. kitty casts a cold glance my way. "you don't give me food... you just annoy me. i like to weave between your legs when you are just out of the shower. wet legs + cat = furry legs." "miriam?" i call out. "oh so hot" bag on the floor. shoes off. michael in class. miriam asleep. cat indifferent. click connect. click cancel. walk to roommates computer. click disconnect. walk to laptop. click connect. check email. check diaries. click add entry..... half empty bottle of smirnoff ice... type file name..type entry name.. grab smokes.. click done. |