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05/02/2002| 12:46 pm
i love the smell of nausea in the morning
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
well apparently no one loves me or cares that I am in HORRIBLE PAIN. hmph.

so i am bored out of mind and i hurt so i go from conciousness with extreme nausea and hurtness to vicodin coma. i really need to contact my professors and be like "i need to reschedule the testness". hrm. maybe i will do that now while i am in the concious phase.

i feel gross and i'm not allowed to shower until this evening. blech.

do you know why hospitals suck? you're supposed to be doing all this resting right...but at night when you're trying to sleep they wake you up like every hour or so. yeah that sucked. and then there were the vampires that came and stole my blood at 4 am. i really don't see how that's a conducive environment to resting.

oh another thing about laproscopy is they fill your abdomen with carbon dioxide so that they can move around in there. and it makes you burp. but everytime i burp i hiccup. and everytime i hiccup it makes my diaphragm and abdominal muscles contract sharply causing immense pain. that's what happens when you have 4 holes in your abdomen.

oh well i am bored now and kinda hungry so i'm gonna run off now.

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