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2001-03-16| 04:25:21
I like imaginations
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
i'm going to be dead tired tomorrow. & i'm supposed to go on a date - if i'm lucky he'll cancel. well not really - i want to go on the date but i can just imagine my fatigue :( hmm there are so many ways erin can distort that - i'll just leave it alone.

i think i may never ever have kids - i would kill them or sell them or something. i guess that's a pretty good indicator i'm not ready to have kids. maybe one day when i have more patience & less maniacal tendencies. somehow prison for murder or assault of small children doesn't appeal to me.

hmm well it's 1130pm & i have to get up at 5 or 530 or so so i can drive my white ass back to austin to be at work at 10 am with a little leeway time in between. so i think i'll head out. i'll definitely write about the date thing ;) with minimal details. i hope he's better looking than i remember - i know that sounds shallow but i don't really remember what he looks like & i hope to God he doesn't read this. ... well whatever. ciao~

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