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04/07/2003 - the best entry i have ever written in my entire life

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2001-05-22| 6:17 p.m.
spontanaeity
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
trying to find a job sucks. grr. i'm so close to just telling my parents i'm moving back to austin. i've been telling people i don't have the money but the truth is - i have 4000$ in savings that is *my* money but parents decided that i can't have it because they're nazi bitches. i don't want it all. just enough to pay 2 months rent. that's 1000$ tops. & i'd be working so it's not like i wouldn't be able to put money back in. stupid. grrr.

my dad is scaring me. he's out in the back yard with a bb gun mumbling something about a bastard mocking bird & tomatoes.

ok i go now. i don't feel like writing anything else.

spontaneous poem:

I have a pen.

It's black.

It's cool.

I hate onions.

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