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::Previously::
02/28/2007 - lj
12/07/2005 - moved.
07/20/2003 - legally gay 2
04/12/2003 - be my light in the gloom
04/07/2003 - the best entry i have ever written in my entire life

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2001-07-31| 5:53 a.m.
i really really really wanna zigazig AHH (blast you mtv2!)
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
yesterday i got quite angry at my computer & pressed in the clicky mouse button quite forcefully thinking that it would somehow respond if i pushed harder. well needless to say i think i fucked something up. my harddrive now makes loud clicking/clacking noises similar to what my first cd player made when i accidentily broke the spinny thing. if i knew how to take a laptop apart & put it back together successfully i would try to fix the bastard. actually i take that back - i don't think anything i could do would fix this. i tried hitting it a couple times. that didn't work either. god i'm pathetic. io know more about computers than half my friends & ALL of my family. & I don't know jack shit about them. the most amazing computer feat I have performed to date was to take an hp pavillion apart & put in a new modem. & it took me 2 hours just to figure out how to get the cover off. they aren't built like normal computers. all streamlined & shit. what the hell do you need a streamlined computer for.

"Yeah, that there aerodynamic design on mah computer tower shore do make the downloadin so much faster. Yep. aerodynamic - that's the only way to go yessiree bob."

Riiiight.

when i scratch my foot lightly it tickles. when my foot is tickled my entire body reacts. violently. i just nearly fell off my bed because my foot itched. curse my nerve impulses. incidentily i think i'm the only person in america who actually enjoys having their feet tickled...but normally you know it's the light scratching that makes me convulse & twitch.

i haven't slept all night. it's 6:09 am. i'm sort of tired but i think it's mostly the fact that i've been staring at a computer screen for 4 hours.

nikolai go away now.

random factoid: I'm 20 days older than mtv.

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