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02/28/2007 - lj
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07/20/2003 - legally gay 2
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04/07/2003 - the best entry i have ever written in my entire life

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2001-07-29| 2:50 a.m.
gimme 50 ft.
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
did you ever do anything nice for someone & expect you know- even just a little something in return & then be entirely terribly disappointed because you got JACK SHIT. yeah that seems to be a recurring theme in shannaland. i think i'm fucked for life. & THE DAMN CLEVER MEDIA SITE IS DOWN GRRRRRRRRRRR. i wanna play a game :( work sucked saturday i don't even want to talk about it.

speaking of work i have a crush/infatuation with this boy named ben at work. he's cute. =^_^= i'm sure it'll pass in a week or two like all my other crushes. speaking of boys. I am so over mr. i think i'm so great. yeah you all know who i'm talking about. he's a jerk & i just realized that i guess. hrm whatever. & he's a lying jackass. & something is making my arm itch! grr! ooh tangent. anyhoo unless he changes dramatically (can we say highly unlikely) i'm not going to do the pseudo relationship thing. note to self: keep in touch with tadaki when back in austin to exploit him for his chinese skills.

my shirt got glitter EVERYWHERE. the end.

being home sucks. i hate it here. i go driving at night & go to places like the video store & walmart to escape being at home & to escape my job. i want so badly to move back to austin.

it's 3am & i have to be at work at 12. that means i'm going to bed. pray that i don't kill anyone at work tomorrow.

nikolai is pissed off.

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