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12/19/2001| 10:39 pm
(curry=food, food= yummy)=curry=yummy
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
mmm. curry. oh how i love good food. as you can so rightly tell by the size of my ass. not really so much my ass really as this tummy that i've been acquiring. it needs to go away. i'm getting fat. ugh. i need to tone up my chubbyness a bit. it's getting out of hand. oddly enough i still have great legs. sigh. that's what i get for being in athletics back in the day.

anyway i know y'all all care tremendously about what i think of my fat so i'll move along. suzanne's gramma always makes curry over the holidays when she's here in houston. and my god. the yumminess. sigh. yummy curry.

chris is laughing at me. damn you chris. -shakes fist- it is not funny. i mean if you nearly choked to death on a cheesestick you wouldn't be laughing. actually you prolly would. bastard.

uh, right, anyway.

i think that maybe i have too high of standards for the people i know. i guess i sort of expect everyone to follow certain standards and they won't. and it's unrealistic for me to expect it. that doesn't mean i can't be disappointed though. sigh. oh well.

urgh i just nearly fell out of my chair, time to go to bed.

nikolai is ^_^

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