last night when i was at suzanne's having curry (yum!) she was telling this story about how at school this year a married man had asked her out along with several other girls and they reported him to the dean. (she goes to moody bible institute, they have to sign a code of conduct and this guy can be expelled/fired because of it) anyway, he kept calling her and she was telling us that she had finally had enough and blew up at him. and she said something like "You want -me- to compromise my realtionship with my family, my friends, my school, and God because you want to have an affair? I don't think so. You can't make me an adulteress. I don't know about you but i don't want to walk around with a big 'A' on my chest" and then hung up on him. i thought that was funny...cuz you know scarlet letter..whatever. that's my story. adultery is bad.

list of things shanna thinks people should never do: kill people that don't deserve it, listen to country music, adulterate/cheat, steal things that aren't free, do bad drugs, piss me off, lie, or help someone do these things.

that's all i can think of for now. and i have to go to bed soon cuz i have to get up early.

nikolai thinks some people are not remorseful enough about the bad things that they do.

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