anyway i went on the date. yep... if anyone has been reading my diary long and remembers the last time i went on a date you can pretty much just have the same situation this time only no drugs or alcohol. wow that's really cryptic. but my point is i went to dinner and i went to a movie and went to this fountain thing and looked at houston's brown and starless sky and stuffs.

i had an argument about religion this evening in which i compared the bible and the b'hai faith to mix tapes [1]. it wasn't my choice of analogy. but anyway it led...lead? omg i just got stupid for a second. anyway it lead to me telling erin how i have been looking into buddhism. so it looks like i will have a buddhism buddy. it's hard to pick up something new by yourself you know? anyway they have a beginner workshop on saturday at the ass crack of dawn. maybe it will teach me discipline to get up early. and if it works i will try and drag rob there so he can get over his sleep late thing. if it doesn't work out - well...let's not think about that eh?

i have this friend who sounds like michael jackson but i am afraid to say anything but everytime i talk to them i laguh to myself. if you think it's you it probably isn't. i have another friend who stutters like nothing else. it makes me giggle even more. i mean it's hard to take someone seriously when they sound like rain man "d-d-definitely, d-d-definitely"

anyway i'm still at home visiting my dad for father's day. i love him so much. like today for example when he told me i was not a natural born leader and that i follow like a sheep. i didn't want to claw his eyes out nor strangle him with his own balls. i love my dad. -smiles-

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