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02/28/2007 - lj
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07/20/2003 - legally gay 2
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04/07/2003 - the best entry i have ever written in my entire life

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visitors
06/13/2002| 5:38 pm
plastic green easter egg
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
friend: How is you my... cutest?
nekomimi3: i'm bad but i'm hoping it'll get better
friend: bad?
friend: aw
friend: whyso miss?
nekomimi3: i have no food no money no job i almost got evicted
nekomimi3: i've had a migraine for 3 weeks
nekomimi3: and i'm out of smokes
nekomimi3: and soda
nekomimi3: so my life is a shithole right now but i think i'm handling it fairly well
nekomimi3: oh and i forgot to add i can't sleep at night either
that was earlier this afternoon before i went to the bank. i was overdrawn by 66$ because i'm an idiot and write bad checks. so i got 8$ and bought a pack of smokes. and then i went to burger king and bought some 99 cent double cheeseburgers for miriam and i. i would have been a bit more frugal with my money but i'm expecting more money to be direct deposited into my account tomorrow. this is where i tell you that i have the most wonderful mother in the world.

i'm still looking for a job. people who say they'll call me back for a second interview don't. and that sucks. MCI emailed me and told me to come fill out a "formal application" so i'll do that tomorrow. i've heard mci are evil bastard liars, but i think i can handle that if i'm being paid.

i'm going to wash some clothes now. god i love having a full belly.

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