i put money in my bank account today. money that i should be sending to my mom. i was hungry. i went grocery shopping with mir. i go "let's grill burgers!" mir agreed whole heartedly. so we came home. grilled the burgers, ate them. i felt icky. like a big mass in my tummy not digesting. twas not a happy feeling. sooo. i decided to try and throw up. now, this is a very rare thing in shannaland. so very rare. and i was mentally preparing to throw up...i did. i feel alot better now. mostly because it's 244am and it was 1am when i started to write this.

rob is over now. i have spent all the time i will with him and miriam. chuck is not here. rob and miriam are going to go to her room and "watch a movie". during which i will be in my room alone attempting to sleep. eh. it's not so bad. but i do want chuck oh so badly. sigh. anyway. they've left the living room now where i am sitting alone in the dark with my laptop typing away. god i love wireless internet.

and with that i'm off to bed.

nikolai thinks you should know how to grill hamburgers before you try to cook them in the dark and you're a girl.

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