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09/23/2002| 12:16 am i'm leaving on a jet plane... I've been so busy doing nothing. Actually that's a lie. I've been doing some thinking and scheming and planning and research. See, I finally found some clue as to what i want to do with my life besides cooking. I want to be a lawyer. I've always been interested in law - i just never thought about the lawyer thing. I was always trying to scheme up some kind of way around it - profiler, fbi, cop, and so on. anyway, this revelation led to some serious future planning and thinking. what do you have to do to be a lawyer? go to law school. where are the best law schools (and your best friend)? the east coast. so i made a decision. i was going to try and go to law school straight out of undergrad, but i don't think that'd work. i need money to go the law school. i need money to move to the east coast. so during my final year here at ut austin i'm going to be saving my money and paying off my debts. if i don't think i have enough money saved to get me started after a year, i'll take another year to save money. after two years if i don't have the money saved something will be horribly wrong with me. so that's my plan. i'm leaving texas in about a year. i'm horribly scared. i'm terrified. but it's something my heart tells me to do. i haven't quite decided where i'm going to move but nyc and dc are on top of the list. i really feel good about the idea deep down though. it's the execution that scares me. some people might think i'm going for other reasons, but truth is - i'm not. i want to be a lawyer, and somehow i think the life experience gained from living in only two different cities is not going to help me. of course, you could always blame that show law & order... |