i'm also extremely disturbed by the new no doubt song "hey baby" scary scary. so atypical no doubt. although i still want to be gwen stefani.

on a different note i do like that song the world's greatest by r. kelly. and dmx is fucking hot. angry. but hot.

so i went to the doctor on tuesday for a follow-up on my ultrasound. and he wants me to have surgery before the end of the year. he's checking to see if we can dissolve them with meds first because of the face i made when he said surgery. it's a laproscopic surgery but the scars are still huge. and i don't want them. yes i know. this from the girl who once willing cut her own skin on a regular basis. i mean what am i worried about? that they won't go with the scars that are already there? sigh oh well. i'm gonna go eat breffast.

oh one more thing. the new show beat the geeks rawks. i'm in love with the guy from trekkies gabriel koerner. too bad he's married now ~_^

nikolai watches too much tv.

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