So as I said - I'm doing it again. I've talked about this person before - arkham13 it amazes me how someone so infreakingcredibly talented can have no confidence in their writing. I think that if they are only half as good in their outside writings as they are in their diary - they'd still be quite good at what they do. i'd like...no love to read some of their real writing. by real i mean not their diary. although that's prolly as real as it gets. anyhoo. that's all about that & me stalking. I'd email them to tell them this but they make me too nervous. I am nowhere near as proficient with words as they are. sigh.

in other news i have my "server skill final" tomorrow. EEP. i have to wait on a manager & a trainer & they grade me on how well i do. sigh. i'm nervous. this is like the second time in my life that a situation is making me nervous. i'm losing my touch. usually i only get nervous around certain people. it's hard to explain but anyhoo. gonna go make an appearance on dland chat. ciao!

nikolai <3s all of you :)

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