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::Previously::
02/28/2007 - lj
12/07/2005 - moved.
07/20/2003 - legally gay 2
04/12/2003 - be my light in the gloom
04/07/2003 - the best entry i have ever written in my entire life

::Diaries::
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::Inner Demons::
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visitors
11/13/2001| 12:07 am
complaints
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
so close to the holidays and everyone is so...angry, hurting. i just read three diaries on my buddy list and all three are woe is me my life sucks to no end entries. even my entries are like that. only one of the diaries on my buddy list is anywhere near positive. why? why are we always so negative? to ourselves, our friends, family. maybe that's why i'm not feeling well. i've been putting my stress on my stomach for too long. it's finally pissed off beyond normalcy. it says "FUCK YOU SHANNA!" and something like "EAT SHIT AND DIE!" oh god how i love my internal organs *sigh*

nothing like constant pain and nausea to make you bright and cheerful. i'm tired of hearing about other people's whiney little woe is me because my life isn't stellar. at least you don't have weird mysterious illnes pain disease thing. argh. and my roommates and nasty dirty slobs!

nikolai hates her roommates oh so very much.

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