you know that chili sauce? you can find it in a lot of vietnamese restaurants and it has a white rooster on the bottle. it's hot as hell and i'm addicted to it. i call it my chili death sauce. it doesn't really add flavour just hotness. it's the most wonderful thing ever. i do find it odd that i am on some spicy food kick because i would never eat anything spicy when i was younger. don't get me wrong jalapenos are still the debil along with onions, but damn this chili sauce is goooood. yum yum.

chuck was just in our living room and i thought he was going to stay but i think he left. i'm not sure. i think he is going through one of those transitional things where you just sort of lose your mind and don't want to do anything you have to. he's still cute and still an ass. why am so attracted to guys who are total dickheads? if you listen to freud the cokehead i guess you could say it was because my dad was a total dickhead also. ah the vicious circle of life. how many generations have women in my family gone after pricks because their dad was one? how many men in my family have grown up to be those asshole dads because of the same reason? i say we all reincarnate as dandelions and make the world a more beautiful place. seriously. i want to be a dandelion. and next? i'm not sure. i guess i'll decide while i'm a dandelion. i think in a past life i must have been a priet/ess in a sect that respected all forms of life and i was also probably some kind of mass murderer as well. it would explain my inexplicable urge to kill things and the guilt i feel for thinking or doing it. yes definitely. it would also explain why i've always been interested in spirituality and crime/serial killers. i'm an odd one eh? i think i was the serial killer/muderer person first and then to teach me a lesson the karma gods made me a priest/ess/monk/uh..nun? are non catholic devotees of a religion called nuns? eh anyway.

chili is sauce is good and i think everyone should try it. party at my house. seriously. if anyone who reads my diary ever happens to stumble upon austin, we have an open door more or less. we will let you visit and if we don't think you will steal stuff from us we would let you crash and stuff. good favour can always be bought with soda. bitches and now i go to bed.

oh wait one more thing - what do you think of the new layout. i'm still working on the colours but i'm also trying to do a million other things at once so what do think of it for now? gbook, email or notes or aim: VampyrHunterS.

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