got a cool bong. it's yellow. mir named it the canary cause it's tiny & whistles when there's nothing in the bowl. I also picked up a pack of mints. yum yum. but they're sooo damn long. it takes me like 20 minutes to smoke one. sheesh. michael has turned into a lush. good lord. the boy drinks *every* day. it'd make me worry if he was drinking heavily but that hasn't started yet so i'll keep an eye on him.

in other news someone i know has lost their mind. i'm kind of weirded out by them. i swear to God - thomas wants to not talk to me anymore because i don't always want to talk on the phone. & it's not so much that as he won't listen to reason. ok. i mean how easily fixable is this? i willing to talk on the phone to keep him because i really really like him. boys are odd. & not in that you're really cool kind of way. >:P anyway, well see. other things to talk about...

um both my parents are quitting smoking. this is bad. yes. very bad. oh & aunt is coming to visit. oh how i love having my privacy invaded. & on that note i'm going back to dland chat world. ooh wait. i talked to suzanne today...for an hour. good lord. i was like please suzanne can i go? please? for like a fucking half an hour. & she kept guilt tripping me into staying on tha phone. gah. i think the reason i don't care to talk on the phone is because i always feel like i should be doing something. i mean on the computer i can have a conversation & check my mail & all this other cool shit. but i can't quite work out that talking on the phone/computer thing. and sitting there i get bored & start spouting random shit about stuff in my field of vision. "hey didn't you think joe was the cutest new kid?" & i'll let you just ponder that. & so i'm off for real now.

nikolai <3s you

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