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visitors
07/04/2002| 12:11 pm
meep. nervous. meep.
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
3 hours until i am at the airport. 5 hours until my flight leaves. -bites nails- i'm nervous and i don't know why. maybe i'm a little apprehensive about flying. and security. and what the hell i do when i get to columbus. and if i'll be able to register for the games i want. and if i will suck at the games. and if i will have fun. and -head explodes-

well at least i got that over with. i'm all done packing. wrote myself a note on the mirror not to forget a few essentials. like smokes and my toothbrush. and my cell phone. sigh. worry worry worry. i'm afraid to eat. my stomach would be all garbly if i did. all i need is to have to throw up mid flight. blargh. worry some more.

anyway, i hope everyone is enjoying their holiday. i hope i enjoy mine as well.

see you in a few days...

love,
Nikolai

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