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::Previously::
02/28/2007 - lj
12/07/2005 - moved.
07/20/2003 - legally gay 2
04/12/2003 - be my light in the gloom
04/07/2003 - the best entry i have ever written in my entire life

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visitors
12/11/2001| 1:29 am
a question for you to answer
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
fear of writing a completely incomprehensible entry that rambles on about the stupidity of mankind has lead me to ask you all a question. to which i expect prompt and thoroughly explained answers. i'll answer it myself in tomorrow's entry or when i get 3 responses. whichever comes later. hrm i don't think i'll be updating until then either. so you should answer it. especially you. so if you think you're you. then fucking respond. you can email the answer if you want. i'd actually prefer it. here's a reliable address: [email protected] okay onto question asking:

what causes you the most fear in your life? and i don't mean an object, like "oh stupid me, i'm horribly afraid of spiders, eek!" i mean like "oh stupid me, i'm horribly afraid of abandonment and it forces me to push people away in my life causing this endless cycle of depression..." so that's it.

nikolai is in an odd mood.

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