have you ever remembered something you did that you weren't proud of and a wave of nausea hits with so much force you want nothing more than to puke right there in the street (or wherever you are at that moment). uh, yeah me neither.

i have a test in psych of motivation. it shouldn't be too difficult to study for but i hear the tests are really hard.

being online too much has made me really good at typing, except for when i think about it - then it goes to hell. i type a lot faster than i use to. don't ask me what that has to do with anything relevant.

i have a plan. a skeevy against the law prolly plan. i want to get a bucket of sidewalk chalk & draw a BIG peace sign on the ground beneath the tower at UT & write some inspirational message like "peace" or "war bad" i really don't want the us to get involved in a war. there are a lot of people i know in danger of being drafted & at least one person no longer in the military who is way too cute to be in a war with chances of like death and stuff.

so anyway if sometime this week a large chalk drawing appears on UT campus then you know who did it. and if you go to ut or something or live in austin & aren't too keen on the whole war thing & want to help just email me.

nikolai is planning things.

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