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::Previously::
02/28/2007 - lj
12/07/2005 - moved.
07/20/2003 - legally gay 2
04/12/2003 - be my light in the gloom
04/07/2003 - the best entry i have ever written in my entire life

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2001-07-29| 2:27 a.m.
July RR collab
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
Recently Received July topic: birthday celebrations
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Dear Shanna,
I love you & miss you as I'm sure you do as well. I'm sorry I've missed two important milestones in your life - your 18th & 20th birthdays. If you are reading this than I have died before you have a become the beautiful young woman I know you are going to be. I am so sorry I've missed this milestone in your life. To see you graduate from high school & college would have meant so much to me. I hope everything is well in your life & that you have many more birthdays to celebrate, again I am sorry I will miss them. Please don't make the mistake that I did. Please trust the doctors, they can help you if you're ever ill like I was. I have died too young and I regret that I wouldn't listen to them. I love you granddaughter & I wish you the best.
Happy Birthday Shanna,
Granny

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