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::Previously::
02/28/2007 - lj
12/07/2005 - moved.
07/20/2003 - legally gay 2
04/12/2003 - be my light in the gloom
04/07/2003 - the best entry i have ever written in my entire life

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12/20/2001| 11:53 pm
sigh.
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
i'm sitting at my computer looking upon my last entry with disdain and listening to glorybox by portishead (xie xie chibi-john). i'm eating my second apple of the day. this one is big and green and sweet yet tart. and not mushy and overripe like the last one. i'm so cold i can't feel my toes or fingers. it's midnight and everyone i talk to has gone to sleep. so i guess i should too. i had chinese food tonight and you didn't. i have to be at my dad's office at 10 am tomorrow. what did i get myself into? hold have to get another bite of apple...i'm sort of angry about something right now. it's not really important. it's not really important that i'm angry. i just thought i'd share -apple- diary. you are a pain in the ass. you complicate my life unnecessarily. all 3 of you do. hmph. -apple- -stare- -apple- -check playlist- -change to shakira: ojos asi- anyway like i was saying. i hate you diary. you are the thorn in my flesh. heh, get it? thorn in my flesh? .. no? oh. :-/ oh well. in english ojos asi is called eyes like yours but it's creepy in english i think, mostly because i'm used to it in spanish.

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