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12/21/2001| 6:50 pm
christmas isn't christmas in texas without barbeque
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
i smell of mesquite and cigarettes and meat. my legs ache. it was like waiting on the table from hell for 6 hours. i ran back and forth from where the brisket and ribs were being cut to the serving table so many times. ugh. and i'm supposed to go to austin tonight. i'll do it you just watch me. hrmph.

but i got paid 100$ tax free. all i can think about is buying groceries. groceries! food! i'm so excited.

i'm also so tired of being home. ugh. i mean like my home and stuff - i just don't want to live here anymore. but anyway. i'm gonna go take a quick refresher nap before i pack and go.

nikolai is so tired.

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