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2001-07-18| 2:24 a.m.
an entry worth reading not like this recent play by play bullshit i've been peddling
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
ugh. why do people think babies are cute? blech. you know why people think babies are cute? because they're made that way. the baby shape is meant to endear you to them so you'll take care of their nasty asses. the big cute eyes, the gurgles, the big forehead, the chubby cheeks. it's all brainwashing. do you really think you'd want to take care of something that can only lie there & sleep, eat, shit & cry all day long unless you thought it was a-dor-able i sure as hell wouldn't. i don't even want to take care of them when they're cute. i'm too self centered to give up my life for a dumb baby. procreate? bah! we're over populated already - the next thing we need is yet another noisy rugrat giving you a blank stare & being all gurgly. i think it was michael who once said to me something along the lines of "well at least you can admit you're not ready to have kids." damn straight i'm not. ask me again in 10 years, i may have fallen to the enemy by then.

on a less frightening note...i bought some of that jergens shave minimizing stuff. it says it's supposed to make hair softer & not grow as fast so i'm putting it on my arms. hopefully this will help me resist the daily growing urge to shave them. who needs arm hair anyway. bah humbug!

had my massage today. note to self: find boy who is willing to give massages & not expect sexual favours in return. & on that note i'm off tah bed. ciao lovies.

~nikolai~

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