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03/19/2002| 11:04 pm
unfinished thoughts
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
i have been worrying lately. not about anything in particular really...just worrisome. i had weird dreams last night and i have mangled the inside of my mouth. when i think too much i tend to chew on the inside of my mouth. particulary the inside of my cheeks and the inside of my bottom lip. i am telling you now...they are mangled. it's not as bad as it can be though. so apparently i am only mildly bothered. i've been eating too much too. just sort of absent mindedly stuffing my face and complaining about my fatness. which reminds me i need to work on my "i'm fat" diary.

i've been cleaning my room tonight. unpacking stuff that still hasn't been unpacked. throwing away stuff that should never have been not thrown away. and washing clothes. i've got all my yul brynner sexy stuff out except for like one picture but i need to find it first. found my old metal lunch boxes too. i have a tootsie roll one. but my absolute favourite is my mr. bean "uh oh where's my teddy?" lunch box. mr. bean rocks.

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