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::Previously::
02/28/2007 - lj
12/07/2005 - moved.
07/20/2003 - legally gay 2
04/12/2003 - be my light in the gloom
04/07/2003 - the best entry i have ever written in my entire life

::Diaries::
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visitors
2001-06-14| 1:47 a.m.
idiots & confusion
The current mood of Nikolai at www.imood.com
i could write about the inherent stupidity of some people, but i won't. i could write about how these same stupid people *assumed* things about me & placed me in stereotypes without knowing me, but it's not worth my time. an example. a certain ignoramus said the art on my page sucks. er they said "bites" intelligent i know. on to the point. i bluffed them because i guessed they knew nothing of art. & i was right. i told them the blue fairy pic was a boris vallejo. um anyone who knows anything about fantasy art or art in general knows that isn't a boris vallejo. it's not even the same style. sigh. & as for this idiot insulting michael's art. whatever. when you have people paying for your artwork then you can say other people's art sucks. this person also has a rather lame layout. i could also mention her partner in crime who has a template with a porn picture & called *my* layout bad. *rolls eyes* whatever. i've already devoted too much time to them anyway. they just are the biggest irritation in my mind right now & i'm trying to get this update up so someone won't complain.

i have a dilemma currently that i won't say much about other than i'm not sure what to think about a certain situation i find myself in. i think i know the answer but i'm having problems telling part of me that the answer i'm leaning toward is right. i'm stubborn. eh i'll work it out. i need to talk to the other person because i think they are a pod person. they haven't been acting predictably for a few weeks. these past 2 especially. oh well. i'm tired it's 2 am & i have to be up early tomorrow. g'night.

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